Trust me, I understand. One of the hardest things in life is to be patient during the storm.
A reoccurring theme lately for me is PATIENCE. The definition is simple:
Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on negative annoyance/anger; or exhibiting forbearance ... Wikipedia
Today, breathe in positive, exhale negative. Trust that the Universe is working on your prayers and they will come to you when the time is right. Perhaps not on your time table, but never the less just in the moment you need it.